Episode 5. "Like an Empty Shell": Living with Depression in Grad School

Graduate students are more likely than most people to experience depression — a disorder that can have devastating effects on our thoughts and behaviour. In this episode, a recent PhD student explains what depression felt like, and how she reached out for help. Note: Contains discussions of suicidal thoughts and other troubling subjects.

Suman Varghese and Rob Desjardins - 20 September 2021



Resources

Suicide Crisis Lines

Edmonton
Canadian Mental Health Association Distress Line  780-482-4357 (HELP)

Canada
Canada Suicide Prevention Service  1-833-456-4566

United States
National Suicide Prevention Lifeline  1-800-273-8255

Other Regions
For a list of services in your region and around the world, access the “List of suicide crisis lines” on this Wikipedia page: https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/List_of_suicide_crisis_lines

Articles

The Emotional Toll of Graduate School

Puri, Prateek. “The Emotional Toll of Graduate School.” Scientific American, Observations blog, January 31, 2019. 

Depression, Anxiety, and Suicidal Ideation among Ph.D. Students

Satinsky, Emily N. et al. “Systematic Review and Meta-analysis of Depression, Anxiety, and Suicidal Ideation Among Ph.D. Students.” Nature: Scientific Reports 11 (2021), accessed Sept. 18, 2021,